Truth and lies

Free, Though being cast out there

In the no time and the no where 

But it is a chance to see 

Beyond time and space 

I've never felt so free

I left them nothing to trace 

when you're on the shore 

you can watch ships moving

And here I can  watch my life 

What I have done wrong
When was I so weak

And the time I was so strong 

Perhaps I can see my future 

Repeat scenes I like or rewind

Pause at the perfect moments 

Enjoy it again in my mind 

A chance to clearly see my past 

Through a clearer better eyes 

How could the world be so vast 

And yet no place for both truth and lies 

freedom

t's not (just )a practice
it's more than a word
seven letters stronger than a sword ..
if you have it you own the world ...
you'll get things way more than you can afford....

Torn

Here I am waking up in my feather bed the sun is so bright it's a new dawn
I am a princess , miss sunshine of a kingdom a lovely heir of a throne
And every body wishes to have my autograph in the street they're pointing at me and saying oh god the lovely princess has finally grown
I wake up the next morning every thing is so reversed and every one just hates me
And my life is all wrong , I am not that fairy tale princess?!! oh my god i wanna drown!
Was that a dream ? but I swear to god it felt so real ,
Am I insane ? I don't know how to deal ,
Let me live a normal life , I wanna trust myself the way I am
I wanna take charge of my own life's wheel
Just when I started to live again , these killing thoughts just rose again
I can feel these wounds that don't exist , that I shouldn't really feel
They sum so profound , so deep inside , I tell my self they're yours to heal
Though I know deep inside they're all illusions
But In my mind I don't know what's a dream and what's real 

Happiness is not that far

Is it possible that we'd be dreaming now
and when we go to bed to sleep what we see in our dreams is who we really are!
Is it possible that everything we cry for doesn't really exist
our so called wounds could never leave a scar !


we cry over our loved ones everyday
we try to forget our pains in everyway
but happiness is not that far !

happiness is there deep in my mind
my real world is there hiding inside
my love, my life and everything i try to find
it's my choice to make it clear for my self to see
or just let it hide

you choose if you want to see a dream or a nightmare
you choose to calm yourself or give it a big scare
you want to run away from a bright star or just stand there and stare
and how beautiful is a bright star
you see happiness is not that far

She's really got a lot to hide

If you look at her face , you'll see a smile that never leaves
if you ask her why she's always smiling she'll say i am always happy
why should I hide !!
Though if you really saw what's inside her soul , your mind would be blown
by what you will find!!!
So she's really got a lot to hide
she's really got a lot to hide

Her soul is a trap for all the sadness in the world
Her heart is always bleeding and no one's is on her side
Because no one ever gets that close to her
her life is a boat and no one's is allowed to ride
So she's really got a lot to hide
she's really got a lot to hide

She watches what's going on around her in silence
Her comments are so few compared to what she has to to say
So she stores every human misery she sees in her heart
Which are like these sharp knives that keep tearing it apart
She never really tells what upsets her
Because no one is going to listen any way
She's either really crazy and afraid to show it
Or she's truly one of her own kind
So she's really got a lot to hide
she's really got a lot to hide



for every free mind ...
for every voice that was raised to create a difference in this world
and was silenced by terrible ways
for everyone who has ideas to improve his world speak out loud
millions might oppose you but thousands will sure support you 

Alone

I am breathing again , my tears are gone
My heart is as good as new , strong as a stone
My only regret , is because i let my cheeks get wet
and my tears were irrigating a pain that was previously grown

I remember when i used to raise my voice while laughing
and my soul used to chase my unfulfilled dreams
but the days are passing and the dreams , they became like my heart
Stones , stones never make it to the surface you know , they just drown


I now know no one seems to keep up with me
and I'd never keep up with anyone
as if i was meant to be alone


Don't get me wrong I was never a pessimist
I was someone who loved to live
But how could I when I am all on my own

Is it something I did to myself
or I am not the one to be blamed
the reason is not known


And I am not going to spend my days
searching for a reason
why bother myself, even if i did find it
It wouldn't change the fact that I am still going to die alone 

How to dream

 I was about to fall asleep

when i saw a butterfly

she flew around above my head

i asked her if she's staying or passing by

she told me no , i just came to ask you

do you remember the day when you stopped to dream?

I asked her how she knew i had ,

she said every one knows up there in the sky

I stopped for a while to answer her question

but i didn't know how to reply

i answered gently i don't know

she yelled  at me with a word " why"

unwillingly i burst into tears

because i remembered that butterfly

she used to visit me when i was younger

telling me stories , teaching me how to fly

just then i realized i forgot how to dream

I sold my heart years ago

when i chose to hide my pain

i hid my dreams unknowingly too