Alone

I am breathing again , my tears are gone
My heart is as good as new , strong as a stone
My only regret , is because i let my cheeks get wet
and my tears were irrigating a pain that was previously grown

I remember when i used to raise my voice while laughing
and my soul used to chase my unfulfilled dreams
but the days are passing and the dreams , they became like my heart
Stones , stones never make it to the surface you know , they just drown


I now know no one seems to keep up with me
and I'd never keep up with anyone
as if i was meant to be alone


Don't get me wrong I was never a pessimist
I was someone who loved to live
But how could I when I am all on my own

Is it something I did to myself
or I am not the one to be blamed
the reason is not known


And I am not going to spend my days
searching for a reason
why bother myself, even if i did find it
It wouldn't change the fact that I am still going to die alone