freedom

t's not (just )a practice
it's more than a word
seven letters stronger than a sword ..
if you have it you own the world ...
you'll get things way more than you can afford....

Torn

Here I am waking up in my feather bed the sun is so bright it's a new dawn
I am a princess , miss sunshine of a kingdom a lovely heir of a throne
And every body wishes to have my autograph in the street they're pointing at me and saying oh god the lovely princess has finally grown
I wake up the next morning every thing is so reversed and every one just hates me
And my life is all wrong , I am not that fairy tale princess?!! oh my god i wanna drown!
Was that a dream ? but I swear to god it felt so real ,
Am I insane ? I don't know how to deal ,
Let me live a normal life , I wanna trust myself the way I am
I wanna take charge of my own life's wheel
Just when I started to live again , these killing thoughts just rose again
I can feel these wounds that don't exist , that I shouldn't really feel
They sum so profound , so deep inside , I tell my self they're yours to heal
Though I know deep inside they're all illusions
But In my mind I don't know what's a dream and what's real 

Happiness is not that far

Is it possible that we'd be dreaming now
and when we go to bed to sleep what we see in our dreams is who we really are!
Is it possible that everything we cry for doesn't really exist
our so called wounds could never leave a scar !


we cry over our loved ones everyday
we try to forget our pains in everyway
but happiness is not that far !

happiness is there deep in my mind
my real world is there hiding inside
my love, my life and everything i try to find
it's my choice to make it clear for my self to see
or just let it hide

you choose if you want to see a dream or a nightmare
you choose to calm yourself or give it a big scare
you want to run away from a bright star or just stand there and stare
and how beautiful is a bright star
you see happiness is not that far

She's really got a lot to hide

If you look at her face , you'll see a smile that never leaves
if you ask her why she's always smiling she'll say i am always happy
why should I hide !!
Though if you really saw what's inside her soul , your mind would be blown
by what you will find!!!
So she's really got a lot to hide
she's really got a lot to hide

Her soul is a trap for all the sadness in the world
Her heart is always bleeding and no one's is on her side
Because no one ever gets that close to her
her life is a boat and no one's is allowed to ride
So she's really got a lot to hide
she's really got a lot to hide

She watches what's going on around her in silence
Her comments are so few compared to what she has to to say
So she stores every human misery she sees in her heart
Which are like these sharp knives that keep tearing it apart
She never really tells what upsets her
Because no one is going to listen any way
She's either really crazy and afraid to show it
Or she's truly one of her own kind
So she's really got a lot to hide
she's really got a lot to hide



for every free mind ...
for every voice that was raised to create a difference in this world
and was silenced by terrible ways
for everyone who has ideas to improve his world speak out loud
millions might oppose you but thousands will sure support you 

Alone

I am breathing again , my tears are gone
My heart is as good as new , strong as a stone
My only regret , is because i let my cheeks get wet
and my tears were irrigating a pain that was previously grown

I remember when i used to raise my voice while laughing
and my soul used to chase my unfulfilled dreams
but the days are passing and the dreams , they became like my heart
Stones , stones never make it to the surface you know , they just drown


I now know no one seems to keep up with me
and I'd never keep up with anyone
as if i was meant to be alone


Don't get me wrong I was never a pessimist
I was someone who loved to live
But how could I when I am all on my own

Is it something I did to myself
or I am not the one to be blamed
the reason is not known


And I am not going to spend my days
searching for a reason
why bother myself, even if i did find it
It wouldn't change the fact that I am still going to die alone 

How to dream

 I was about to fall asleep

when i saw a butterfly

she flew around above my head

i asked her if she's staying or passing by

she told me no , i just came to ask you

do you remember the day when you stopped to dream?

I asked her how she knew i had ,

she said every one knows up there in the sky

I stopped for a while to answer her question

but i didn't know how to reply

i answered gently i don't know

she yelled  at me with a word " why"

unwillingly i burst into tears

because i remembered that butterfly

she used to visit me when i was younger

telling me stories , teaching me how to fly

just then i realized i forgot how to dream

I sold my heart years ago

when i chose to hide my pain

i hid my dreams unknowingly too

Finding the light

mirror mirror magic mirror

here we meet again 

tell me mirror magic mirror what it takes to remain sane

 i can see my precious mirror my reflection's starting to fade

 is something wrong with you my mirror? do you need dusting ?

or unknowingly i moved way from the sun and stood in the shade ?

 tell me mirror magic mirror

 the words i need to hear 

the words i kept waiting for

the same words that i also fear

 tell me who's the guilty

 tell me who should i blame

 for i can no longer believe 

the lies that i claim 

a thousand words within my heart 

like swords keep cutting me down 

and i am afraid that in my blood

 i could completely drown

 i tend to use my mind a lot

 so the random words could make sense

My mind sometimes makes it worse

 and my heart keeps losing its strength

 it's now up to you my mirror

 tell me what to do

 it's up to you to remind me 

of what's good and true

who am i kidding you're just a mirror

 you say nothing at all 

yes...if i want to know the truth 

i will ask the person i see in you for no one but her could hold me when i fall ....

i know now what i need more than ever before

 i need a heart ,i need a  mind , i need  a soul

Let me dream

Let go my hand ..i want to break free

from an empire of lies.. of misery 

where greed is its emperor 

and hypocrisy is its key

is that the land of the free?!

the people who died defending its sand 

the people who bowed so it could one day stand 

Let me dream that this is not my land 

it's not my land 

My land is  the place where freedom was born

my land is a place where hatred was torn 

every heart there has a pigeon's brand 

and there's an idea in every mind a pen in every hand 

Let me dream that this is my land 

this is my land 

Let me raise the voice they tried to turn down 

let me fill with love the hearts  they tried to fill with hatred 

let this land wear the most beautiful gown 

and be crowned with olive branches . what a beautiful crown 

For the day when love will prevail and hatred will drown 

Let me dream of that day as long as I will live 

For my land is begging  for more

and I don't know if I have something to give 

Let me dream that there's something I can do 

Shall this dream of mine ever come true ??!!

The swinging fairy song

I am trapped between heaven and earth

 feels like I am hung  by a string 

I can see what people do on earth 

but it's sad that I can't change a thing

I have two wings I should be able to fly

 but how can I fly with one broken wing 

I am this powerless ghost who sees it all

I want to change them but I don't have the strength

 I have nothing to do , and no one to call

 so I'll just watch their own world ruined by them 

swinging lonely , there's nothing to do but to watch and swing

The words of wisdom

Allow me to introduce you the words of wisdom on a tray of Gold 

I might even tell you the truth that you were never once  told 

The one you kept searching for , years and years 

you swore you'll never stop searching even if you get really old 

you've searched until your body was worn out 

your mind was exhausted ,

It was ok for you as long as your soul was unsold 

you swore not to lock your heart in a dark  room 

Not to put your mind in  a mold 

To live free no matter how long you'll live 

even if you'll have to die alone 

even if you'll have to lose people 

By talking wise not by being Bold 

The words of wisdom you've learned before 

you don't know them  But I do 

I've dwelt inside you all this time 

But you never really knew 

I know what you think I know what feel 

and this is the perfect  time to tell you 

The wisest thing you've ever heard 

though you've never had a clue 

Do what you think is right 

because what's right is what your mind tells you 

Never be afraid For your fear's reason will never be true 

Seasons change as does your heart 

But the truth that minds never do 

tell me more about your thoughts

and who you are , I shall know :)

The mirror

I am every thing

and everyone 

I am all your moan 

I am all your fun

I am all you lust 

And all you fear 

I am all you see 

I am all you hear

I am all you love 

I am all you hate 

We shall never be together 

Yet I am your fate 

I am your dream 

that shall never come true 

I am all your fulfilled dreams too 

I am your every thing 

and to you I am everyone 

Yet we are  meant to be distant 

till the day you're gone 

I am everything bad 

and everything good 

I am your laughter

and your weeping 

I am always there 

in your solitude 

when you're awake 

or when you're sleeping 

I am everything 

I am every one 

yet we shall be forever 

like the moon and the sun 

The poem bears a lot of meanings left to your imagination :)